9.12.08

Poison kills you slowly.

This is my first blog post, since I deleted my old blog. It's pretty exciting.

I hope this isn't going to be super lame.

So, I decided to give up on flirting with the guy I really like. He has a girlfriend and I'm getting people mad at him by playing around.

It's not cool, and I feel bad.

But I really, REALLY like him. He knows it. So, he teases the life out of me.

I seriously didn't know my face can get as red as he makes it.

But, anyways. Today was pretty crappy. My first block class has no idea how to KEEP THEIR MOUTHS SHUT.

And then when I tell specific people TEN TIMES to shut up, and they don't listen, and then wonder why I'm frustrated with them...

Yeah, that's just annoying.

The Forensics meeting was alright. Freeman told me my story telling piece sucks.

That ticked me off really badly, but I didn't let him know.

We have play auditions tomorrow and Thursday. I'll be there both days, for support, to see the "competition", and to socialize when we can.

I've noticed my tolerance for people has decreased significantly lately, but I'm REALLY good at hiding it. At least I can hide it.

When Freeman and I spoke of the phone, we were...

Discussing what we liked and hated about each other. It was unnerving, but good for us.

I came up with more than he did in both categories.

He apparently has decided I'm not completely Christian, no matter how much I argue.

It's not like I'd LIE to him about something like that.

Oh, man, he's getting so... frustrating.

It's probably just my female gears going 'ANNOYANNOYANNOYTEASINGOVERLOAD'. I swear that's it.

I also like another boy, but I won't let anyone know about that.

People I know are really bad at taking hints, or jokes for that matter.

It's annoying.

A lot of things are annoying.

My English teacher wants me to make a compilation of things I've recently written. I'm... considering it. I'll probably post a poem on all the blogs I write, if I have time.

Oh yeah, I made this because my friends James and Kaley have them, and I just figured 'Why not?'

So, that's why I created this rambling pity-party. Because I don't feel like dumping this on people, and they read of their own free will this way.

So, yes. Blah. I'm done here.

Oddly written poem time.

~Poison Kills you Slowly~

Though poison kills you slowly,
I know that it comes through,
When all the world is falling,
And you are feeling blue.

You feel like you are failing,
The drama is too much.
And death is just an option,
A silly little crutch.

You say "Let's give up right now!
Abuse this golden gift!"
Yet He who let you have it
Has punishment more swift.

Spread joy and cheer to those around
Don't be annoying and sad
This emotional phase is not a game,
And it makes no one glad.

By: Danielle Taylor

1 comment:

  1. FYI, I made this thing on blogger before Kaley! :P Just thought I'd throw that out there.

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