It's a crying shame.

So, today went alright. Samantha was way too angry for anyone's benefit. She's... rather starting to get on my nerves. It's not that I'm being a fickle friend. She just gives me too much to get annoyed about, and it doesn't seem like she cares!

I haven't spoken to Freeman today, so I won't start off on some rant about him. However, I might post again later if I talk to him tonight.

We had play auditions today. They're being held again tomorrow, and I was planning to attend, but Miss A. says she doesn't want anyone who auditioned tonight to be there tomorrow. So that plan failed miserably, which means I won't get to see most of the Usher cast until rehearsal. I'm excited though; this is going to be loads of fun.

I'm very concerned about my attendance and grades, but I'd rather not talk about that.

There's this guy whom I've know for a long time, and I swear, my affection for him fluctuates constantly. Lately I've been developing feelings for him again. It's unnerving.

I realized that I'm very bipolar to people sometimes. I have constant mood swings. I really don't understand how my friends/"friends" put up with me. It's... disturbing.

I'm off to shower, though, and complete my Christmas list.

Today was a short post. Hopefully tomorrow will be more exciting.

Now it's time for the random poem of the day.

~It's a Crying Shame~

What a shame to see a smile
Slip right into the cracks
And what it means to hear a laugh
When no when turns their backs.

To see a grin when you just know
They're lying with their eyes
Half-lidded or annoyed with you
They wish to cut all ties.

But I wonder...
How does that affect the world?

By Danielle Taylor
December 10th, 2008